I had a rough couple of days and now today I just don't even want to get going. I just had a bowl of cereal and some water melon. I don't know how to get out of this funk I've been in. I need to get up, clean house put a workout in and do this in the next 2-3 hours. How do I do that when honestly I just want to lay in bed today?
A couple days ago, my other half was trying to be polite and accepted our neighbors cupcakes, of which I ate two last night.... I still stayed within calorie range, but still, where is my will power the last 2 days? where is my strength the last two days? I need to kick it into high gear.....
arguing with my other half this weekend was pretty draining too. My doctors appointment happened. No real answers..... good answers and then still uncertainty. Another set of lab work to check my labs from last month make sure the CA125 is still normal among other things. My doctor did, however, notice my weight loss and commented on it, then she checked the chart and said "Oh yeah, look you did lose xxx pounds" I wasn't really listening I was in my own world. My fiance was hugging me and telling me how proud he is of me. I just feel drained lately.
A couple days ago, my other half was trying to be polite and accepted our neighbors cupcakes, of which I ate two last night.... I still stayed within calorie range, but still, where is my will power the last 2 days? where is my strength the last two days? I need to kick it into high gear.....
arguing with my other half this weekend was pretty draining too. My doctors appointment happened. No real answers..... good answers and then still uncertainty. Another set of lab work to check my labs from last month make sure the CA125 is still normal among other things. My doctor did, however, notice my weight loss and commented on it, then she checked the chart and said "Oh yeah, look you did lose xxx pounds" I wasn't really listening I was in my own world. My fiance was hugging me and telling me how proud he is of me. I just feel drained lately.