It's been over a month since my last post..... I've dreaded the scale.... I've avoided it in fact... today I had a doctors appointment and I was really upset.... my last appointment was October 6 and..... I have gained 25 pounds.... yes, I gained TWENTY FIVE POUNDS! I know that a small part of it was one of my medicines. The other part is the no days off. The other part is my anxiety has been owning me pretty much wholly. The other part is my fiance and I have been struggling to connect.... I wanted to break up he fought for me and made me feel like it was worth trying. But nothing is giving me a break.... I FELT the weight gain before I even went to the doctors :(
I have to do an ultrasound some more lab work and go to my primary doctor on Monday. So I have a lot on my plate right now.... I've gotta find a way to fix this.... I am already dealing with all this other stuff... now I'm gaining weight..... I'm MISERABLE.
I have to do an ultrasound some more lab work and go to my primary doctor on Monday. So I have a lot on my plate right now.... I've gotta find a way to fix this.... I am already dealing with all this other stuff... now I'm gaining weight..... I'm MISERABLE.