One Year ago..... a huge tumor was removed from my body, nearly sixteen pounds it was pushing my organs, destroying my ovary, causing pain that I can only explain as SLIGHTLY less than meningitis. Not always, but occasional pain. This surgery cut me open an 8 inch scar lines down my stomach, I survived and it took me a very long time to recover, unfortunately :( I've been gaining weight. Partially due to one of my medications. But I am off those medications.... I've also been unable to control my anxiety and depression. So I've been prescribed medicine to help with that......
I'm amazed that I survived that surgery. I faced a lot of complications and surgeries and my emotions lead to the eventual fall out of a few friendships because I was unable to think rationally or anything.... I've been battling the depression and anxiety on my own for over a year, I finally couldn't handle it :( I feel kind of weak and that sucks. I want to feel strong again. So something has to change.
I'm amazed that I survived that surgery. I faced a lot of complications and surgeries and my emotions lead to the eventual fall out of a few friendships because I was unable to think rationally or anything.... I've been battling the depression and anxiety on my own for over a year, I finally couldn't handle it :( I feel kind of weak and that sucks. I want to feel strong again. So something has to change.